Strong is my grandmother.
Strong is her and my grandfather taking me in at 56 years old and finishing raising me.
Strong is being diagnosed with severe Pulmonary Hypertension, almost dieing, and still living life to the fullest even though she is not quite the person she used to be.
Strong is putting up with my shit over the past 17 years from the good stuff like me graduating college to the bad stuff like me quitting multiple jobs and being an undecided little shit.
Strong is being married for 40 years before watching your husband pass away from cancer right in front of your eyes.
Strong is giving unconditional love no matter what the situation.
I have not been strong. I have ran from responsibility because I do not want to put in the work. I do not want to do work/jobs/stuff that I do not want to do. Here I am being a little bitch while she is strong.
I am physically strong while she is mentally strong with a strong will.
Mental strength is more important.
How do I become strong like her?
Simple.. I just do it.
No excuses. No running from problems. I just attack anything and everything like she does.
No more running….